A lot has been happening throughout the years I've lived and I've taken this page for granted for such a long time. I'll keep all my annoying, grammatically incorrect compositions for them to be true to what I've felt and experienced. They are proof of who I was. They'll be my forever markers.

 I did grow, I did develop but I can't say how much I matured. It's safe to say that pull out my maturity when it's important or it's called for.

 I'll try to post from time to time as I was restricted. I was held back. I had to contain every emotion until I felt empty, until I ran dry. Well, I learned a lot from pushing everything behind a closed door. I didn't have a choice especially all of my social media accounts are being watched. I didn't have a decent outlet back then. Imagine how many years I've crumbled, tried to hold myself back together then crumble then fix everything back again. It's a cycle I can't get rid of. I guess this is the only outlet left for me. I should have just continued everything here. Well, it's not too late. Once I'm done with something I'm currently working on, I'll fix this site up. This needs a hella lot of renovations.

 'til then, old friend.
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