_ Wednesday, February 5, 2020 ;
A lot has been happening throughout the years I've lived and I've taken this page for granted for such a long time. I'll keep all my annoying, grammatically incorrect compositions for them to be true to what I've felt and experienced. They are proof of who I was. They'll be my forever markers.
I did grow, I did develop but I can't say how much I matured. It's safe to say that pull out my maturity when it's important or it's called for.
I'll try to post from time to time as I was restricted. I was held back. I had to contain every emotion until I felt empty, until I ran dry. Well, I learned a lot from pushing everything behind a closed door. I didn't have a choice especially all of my social media accounts are being watched. I didn't have a decent outlet back then. Imagine how many years I've crumbled, tried to hold myself back together then crumble then fix everything back again. It's a cycle I can't get rid of. I guess this is the only outlet left for me. I should have just continued everything here. Well, it's not too late. Once I'm done with something I'm currently working on, I'll fix this site up. This needs a hella lot of renovations.
'til then, old friend.
I did grow, I did develop but I can't say how much I matured. It's safe to say that pull out my maturity when it's important or it's called for.
I'll try to post from time to time as I was restricted. I was held back. I had to contain every emotion until I felt empty, until I ran dry. Well, I learned a lot from pushing everything behind a closed door. I didn't have a choice especially all of my social media accounts are being watched. I didn't have a decent outlet back then. Imagine how many years I've crumbled, tried to hold myself back together then crumble then fix everything back again. It's a cycle I can't get rid of. I guess this is the only outlet left for me. I should have just continued everything here. Well, it's not too late. Once I'm done with something I'm currently working on, I'll fix this site up. This needs a hella lot of renovations.
'til then, old friend.
x
Labels: Been a While
_himitsu.neko*
..:: left at 5:48 PM .
_ Tuesday, July 1, 2014 ;
Out of the shadows you came.
I speak of only your name.
Do we know no shame?
We have been taking the blame.
You, who talk to me about light,
You, who also gave me my sight,
I won't give in to them without a fight.
Even until I am out of might.
I, who talks about us,
I, who also trust in us,
Can we stay forever as us?
In forever, will there still be us?
We, who walk hand in hand,
We, who also took everyhing that is on land,
Have we forgotten how it was to be grand?
Tomorrow, we will turn to dust & return to sand.
Labels: You Me We
_himitsu.neko*
..:: left at 10:37 PM .
_ Friday, April 25, 2014 ;
Like
ghosts stories, nobody will believe such absurd events you'll tell.
Better let them be & ignore it all. Let them become invisible as
you're living a normal life. 'cause all ghosts can only do is disturb
you, laugh at you, frighten you but, they can never really hurt you.
Labels: Surrounded by Ghosts
_himitsu.neko*
..:: left at 3:00 PM .
_ Tuesday, April 22, 2014 ;
PuriCute ~
Sadly, they closed down & I wasn't able to save my pictures there. :< Well, my fault for being inactive on PuriCute for a long time. :/
Sadly, they closed down & I wasn't able to save my pictures there. :< Well, my fault for being inactive on PuriCute for a long time. :/
Labels: Baii Bai PuriCute
_himitsu.neko*
..:: left at 2:08 PM .